to have loved and lost

"you were everything, everything that i wanted
we were meant to be, supposed to be but we lost it
all of our memories so close to me just fade away
ALL THESE TIME YOU WERE PRETENDING
SO MUCH FOR MY HAPPY ENDING...."
- my happy ending
avril lavigne


i tried to save what's left. i tried to bring it all back. i tried hard. REAL hard. but fate doesn't seem to agree with me. and neither do you. i never wanted to let go. not ever. but you left me no choice. you said you've had enough. it was then when i knew i had to let you go. i had to go away even if it hurts me. and it hurts. alot. so bad. but that's fine as long as you're happy. no worries. i'll be fine. from now on, you're free....


***posted on my MySpace blog dated 081704