the birthday that was

thanks mum and dad for that scrumptious dinner. that was ALL i ever wanted for today. mucho thanks to all the people who texted, and greeted, and called, and emailed. (KUYA DARWIN thanks for calling ^_^)

all in all, it was a fun day. i was so surprised that alot of people remembered. including those ones i really DIDN'T expect to.

masaya ang birthday ko. masaya ang maraming friends. masaya ma-regaluhan ng isang box ng decadent chocolate cake. masaya ang maalala ng mga friends mong kahit nasa honeymoon ay di nakakalimutang i-greet ka. masaya ang buhay ko. at dapat masaya din ako.

why do i feel so friggin' melancholic then?! ugh. from poha loca's words, "it's ok...the idea of you being old is just sinkin' in.." oh ok, those weren't exactly his words but ALMOST. na-erase ko na kse ung message.

yeah. it's probably that. im old. im an old geezer with a very uncertain future. fabulous.

im happy.

im sad.

i still need to get a life.