take notice, take interest, take me with you

i had a very very very stressful day today. i think everyone hates me. i even think me hates myself too.

i've argued with three people today. yes, three. one -- two -- three. three. not just one...or two, but THREE.

do i give a shit? NO. am i bothered? NO.

a friend said that maybe the problem's with me. i think hearing me telling my side of the story made him realize that it's my fault...or at least it was partly my fault.

did i agree with him? NO.

putting up with an unbelievable amount of shit left me like this. DIFFICULT. stubborn. APATHETIC. stoic. and that's but just a few. i can go on and on and on but that would take too much time and energy.

can you blame me? I DONT THINK SO.

im tired of putting up with other people's shit. i got shit of my own. shit too much for a 20-ish girl, if i may add. and i could only handle so much. im tired of thinking about how other people might feel...or think... or how they might react. im tired of being empathetic and yet still end up hurt and disappointed. im tired. im tired. IM TIRED.

can anyone please give me a friggin' glass of friggin' water?!