not a good sign... not a good sign at all.
it is not new to me. if it's anything, it had always been here. just lurking around the corner, trying to find the right time to pound on me. and it caught me. off-guard. as always.
desolate.
abandoned.
ALONE.
i guess i always was but i just kept shrugging it off since i know it wouldn't do me any good.
of all the days, why now? now that i've almost forgotten what happened. now that i've almost forgiven myself for all the stupid things i've done. now that i've almost stopped regretting that i didn't do the things i should've, ending up hurting myself and others. yes, why now?!
*******
i wish i wasn't in love with you
so you couldn't hurt me
it just ain't fair
the way you treat me
no, you don't deserve me....
posted by cLaude at 1:17 PM
2 Comments:
to be happily inlove is to be satisfied with the fact that u r inlove no matter if the other person loves u back or not. and one more important thing, surely a person who deserves to live another day of life, is worthy of ur love no matter what has happened between u
hi arabian butterfly.
thanks for dropping by my site. i didn't know people actually read my blather.
i agree with what you've said. but love isn't that simple. i wish i could say it just the way you did, but i can't. it was just too much. the after-effects are actually much worse than the heartbreak.
fyi: this entry isn't about an exboyfriend or a boyfriend. it's about friends. my "friends". whatever the hell that word means.
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