lackdaisical schmysical... pfft.

the thing about my life being lackdaisical, i take that back. my life is anything but.

it sure is sad. it sure is boring. but my life is DEFINITELY, ABSOLUTELY, POSITIVELY NOT lackdaisical.

what it is, is world-war-II-in-a-jar, divisoria-and-greenhills-during-the-holidays, four-thousand-convicts-in-a-riot, and everything that is chaotic.

masochist psychopaths would have a field day with my life.

and i just realized that.

i pity myself.


*******
it's shame that you can't be with me tonight
i'm spinning 'round in cycles,
hope you'd change your mind...
- two trick pony, SANDWICH