he got me kinda shocked

mmmkay... so i spoke too soon. =(

the thing that's supposed to happen today, well it didn't. i'm not complaining though. i guess it's better. he needs to be somewhere tonight and i don't want to be the reason for him to be rushing from my side of the metro to where he's supposed to be cos he's already running late. besides, there's always next time.

what i really wanted to say: crap, crap, craaaaaaaaaap!!! of all the freakin' days, why now??? stupid schedule. i should be giddy, and all cheesy, and all the crap like that. but i'm effin' NOT. argh. this is soooo stupid!!!!

just needed to let that out.


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sigh. =(