paranoia

the tunnel's still dark and not a hint of light ahead. suffocation and claustrophobia seemed to be the only company left. out of mind and out of breath. struggles. murmurs. it's all in my head. unknown little creatures cramping up on my bed.

anger, disappointments, frustrations, and then some more. the future's left me scared shitless and pushed me to the floor. alone, worthless, nothing's all i'll ever be. never aspire to be somebody like me.

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scared shitless and NEVER gonna get out of this predicament.