dormant

when will i ever learn?!

again, from almost thriving, now it's back to non-existent. i know i'm rushing things but i can't really help it now, can i? i gotta stop.

this.
has.
got.
to.
STOP.

why do YOU have to come my way anyway? why do YOU have to make me all giddy and cheesy and make me all tingly inside? why didja hafta wake up my already dormant mushy-machine when you're just gonna stab it right smack in the center anyway?

this is so not right and im'ma need to put a stop to this.

i intend to stay sane for the rest of my life thankyouverymuch.


*******
sane? who are you kidding?