rudolph the red-nosed reindeer has a psychedelic nose...and if you ever saw it, you'll swear it's a big fat rose...

christmas is in 21 days yet it doesn't feel anything like it. sure the night breeze' chilly and everywhere you go you'll hear christmas songs played but it just doesn't spell christmas at all. it feels more of like that moment when you're 5 and you learn that santa ain't real and you've been trying (and i mean, TRYING) to be good and nice for a whole year just so you could get that gift you wanted. sucks, doesn't it?

it shouldn't feel this way. i shouldn't feel this way. not during the holidays, at least. christmas is my MOST FAVORITE-EST time of the year (emphasis needed, thankyouverymuch.) and it feels... oh-so-ugh... why now? WHYYYYY???


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someone make me happy, please?