you know... it's just so sad.

it sucks when you're having a real slow night then suddenly realize it's a saturday and you're at home, wrackin' your brains off, trying to figure out something to do when you should've been out, having fun.

you call your friends up. trying to get at least one of 'em to talk to you. but out of the hundreds you've called only one picks up saying he can't stay long 'cos he's going out and he's in a hurry. promises to call you again, but really, he won't. pathetic ain't it?

BIG REALIZATION: i don't have alot of friends.

i used to think i've made alot of friends. but now i realize, they are mere acquaintances. i get to see people everywhere. malls, work, while walking goin to work... all of 'em say hi or wave or even wink but none of 'em would really stop for a while and talk. not even for 2 minutes.

it's just sad, you know... thinkin' all your life that you've made so many friends when really, you haven't.

there's only a few whom i can really call my friends... i could even count 'em with one hand. and for this, i'm really grateful. (BIG THANKS, you guys.^_^)

but wouldn't it be much fun if there were more?


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rubber glue... back to you.