of apples and shrimps
so after a few days, my "lovelife" shifted from ALMOST thriving to virtually NON-EXISTENT. and for somebody who's as jaded and had been under "kilig/sparks/mush-moments drought" for the past four years, that's.... well.... something.
i dunno if i just brought it upon myself or if there really was a reason to think i was in luuuurve. it's weird. (then again, i've ALWAYS been weird.) but you guys know how i am. and for those of you who don't.... I ASSUME. all the time. and that, ladies and gentlemen, what gets me in a lot of trouble. A WHOLE HELL LOT OF TROUBLE. that, and add a crap load of paranoia = emotional suicide.
i'm a masochist, ain't i? you know what's more weird, i think i'm actually enjoying it. this time anyway.
so i haven't heard from him for like 2 days. i shouldn't assume. but i can't help it. he doesn't like me. not kindov. not sorta. not a lil. NOT AT ALL.
*******
still not making any sense
HE DOESN'T LIKE ME.
i dunno if i just brought it upon myself or if there really was a reason to think i was in luuuurve. it's weird. (then again, i've ALWAYS been weird.) but you guys know how i am. and for those of you who don't.... I ASSUME. all the time. and that, ladies and gentlemen, what gets me in a lot of trouble. A WHOLE HELL LOT OF TROUBLE. that, and add a crap load of paranoia = emotional suicide.
i'm a masochist, ain't i? you know what's more weird, i think i'm actually enjoying it. this time anyway.
so i haven't heard from him for like 2 days. i shouldn't assume. but i can't help it. he doesn't like me. not kindov. not sorta. not a lil. NOT AT ALL.
*******
still not making any sense
HE DOESN'T LIKE ME.
posted by cLaude at 8:49 PM
2 Comments:
you know the saying:
"Don't ASSUME. because then you'd be making an ASS out of U and ME."
i remember hearing that (or something to that effect) in A Pyromaniac's LoveStory.
assuming can get all of us in a lot of trouble. you're not alone. but i think it's something innate in women, so don't feel bad. women are really wired that way. and sometimes, guys (whether consciously or subconsciously) prey on that or play with that.
if you can't stop yourself from assuming, then just choose who you fall in like or love with very carefully.
..and you can choose who to like/love.
i've heard that line too, in another movie though. something with Jim Carrey on it... or somebody funny. i don't really remember.
anyway, yeah. i TRY not to assume anymore. most especially cos of the hell i went through cos of that. (oh wait, hell's an understatement. but, yeah.) but sometimes, i just can't help it.
have i mentioned that im PARANOID too? can you imagine now how crazy my life is? haha.
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