jinxed

during times full of love, mushy-ness, and cheesy-ness do i feel most alone and vulnerable. it doesn't help that everyone around me feels loved and cared for.

it's like doing high school all over again. only, more painful.


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my heart cannot break
when it wasn't even whole
to start with....

oh yeah?

coolness.

early morning dementia

so many things happening all at the same time. i should be panicking by now but i'm not. sooo weird.

what the hell am i doing? what the hell is the world doing to me? early christmas gift? i sure hope not. this is NOT what i asked for. patoooey!

or is it?

nananananananana....


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kill me now, please?

harry potter and my sister's goblet of wit... :P

watched harry potter tonight. and out of the four HP installments, i must say, this one's the best yet. note that there are still some scenes in the movie that is not exactly done as it was said in the book and few of the other infos im looking forward to seein' in the big screen wasn't included. but all in all, i liked it.

and, i must commend the big improvement in sm cinemas. the floors are still sticky (from gahdknowswhat..) but the seats are waaaay more comfy. i hope they do something about the floors though. still icky thinkin about what makes it like that. uhhh...

and oh oh oh!!! still on the Harry Potter 4 night....

i just really need to say this:

MY SISTER HAS THE QUICKEST WIT EVER!

in a smart ass kindov way, of course.

on our way to the mall there was this guy who stopped her and said something to which she quickly replied, "bakit ka nakikialam?!". i was a good two feet behind her and wasn't able to hear what he said. as soon as we got into the mall, i asked her what that was about. she said, "ate, sabi nya [BAGUIO?!] so sumagot ako. i could've said [BAKLA?!] but that would be insult to our highly intellectual, uber talented gay friends."

wahahahaha! she's sooo right.

i guess, seeing three kids (some people say i still look like one. =P) wearing jackets rushing inside the mall, made him think that he could put his sarcasm into use. lil did he know that he's picked on the wrong girl and that this girl could retaliate and definitely kick his ass!

but wouldn't it be funnier if she replied just that? what if he turned out to be straight? that'd definitely put him in his place! again, no offense to our much-loved gay friends. :D


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i feel there's somethin' heatin' up
can i leave with you?
i dunno what i'm thinkin' about
really leavin' with you...

another morbid, senseless act of cruelty

i cannot, in the life of me, understand why things like these happen. i saw pretty much everything and learned much more. more than what i could handle, i must say.

nobody deserved to be treated like that. cold-blooded murderers and rapists get their "due process." why didn't these people get theirs??? whether they were guilty or not, they should've been treated better.

i feel for them and their families. the idea of losing someone to death is hard to accept, much more if they did in a gruesome, senseless manner.

and for these people who thought they are "heroes," think again. you're worse than all those seasoned criminals and cold-blooded murderers combined. you are the ones who should rot in jail. oh no... scratch that. your souls should burn in hell.


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what the hell is happening???