'ya heard?

HAH. 3 stickers down, only 3 more to go!

3 more holiday bevs and you're mine 'tabucks 2006 planner. mine, 'ya hear? bwahahaha.

see? i told you im'ma complete all 21 stickers. just 3 more. yes.

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and oh yeah. i won. in your face, krizel! i didn't make paramdam for almost 3 days. and he missed me (i think. *i wish*) so he texted me instead. hahaha. mmmkay. so maybe i'm assuming, but yeah, he texted first so, I WON. =P

haaaaay. why don't i get more days like this?

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only 3 days of vacation left and it's back to work. not that i haven't been working this week. you guys know what i mean.

it's gonna be hell next week. oh yeah, HELL i tell you.


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life has a funny way
of helpin' you out when you think
everything's gone wrong
and everything blows up in your face...

1 down, 6 more to go. =D

this is takin' longer than expected but i promise you i will complete all 21 stickers. i will. I WILL. (one creme brulee frappucino to go, please?)

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so. 2 days. nothing. ack! what the hell is going on here?! oh god of mushyness and cheesy-ness, hear me. i want him and i want him bad. please let him be the one. please? pretty pretty me... errr... please? puhhhleeeeaaasse????

mmmmkay... bordering on desperate. eeep.

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a friend's coming home on the 25th. i'm sure we won't be able to see each other cos for one thing, i ain't priority. i mean, we're friends and all but i dont think im important enough for him to see me. which, i totally understand. he'll be too busy meeting up with friends he hasn't talked with for the 5 years he's been gone to even think about me. but i really really REALLY hope we do, though. really.

i can't explain it, but for some reason i see him as one of the few (and by few i mean, less than what you can count with one hand.) who understands me. i may be psychoneurotic but he understands that. or at least he tries to. he listens. ALOT. he gives me the slap-in-the-face-are-you-freakin-out-of-your-mind-wake-up-you-stupid-ass talks when he thinks i need it. he's never gives me generic answers. he saw me at my lowest and never left and i loff him for that.

so, yeah. to you PoHa LoCa, ingat pag-uwi.


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everything's changing
when i turn around
i'm out of control
i'm mobile...

dormant

when will i ever learn?!

again, from almost thriving, now it's back to non-existent. i know i'm rushing things but i can't really help it now, can i? i gotta stop.

this.
has.
got.
to.
STOP.

why do YOU have to come my way anyway? why do YOU have to make me all giddy and cheesy and make me all tingly inside? why didja hafta wake up my already dormant mushy-machine when you're just gonna stab it right smack in the center anyway?

this is so not right and im'ma need to put a stop to this.

i intend to stay sane for the rest of my life thankyouverymuch.


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sane? who are you kidding?

STARBUCKS 2006 PLANNER,

you're gonna be MINE!

just 7 more stickers to go. and at the rate i'm going, you'll be mine in no time.


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just you wait and see.

he got me kinda shocked

mmmkay... so i spoke too soon. =(

the thing that's supposed to happen today, well it didn't. i'm not complaining though. i guess it's better. he needs to be somewhere tonight and i don't want to be the reason for him to be rushing from my side of the metro to where he's supposed to be cos he's already running late. besides, there's always next time.

what i really wanted to say: crap, crap, craaaaaaaaaap!!! of all the freakin' days, why now??? stupid schedule. i should be giddy, and all cheesy, and all the crap like that. but i'm effin' NOT. argh. this is soooo stupid!!!!

just needed to let that out.


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sigh. =(

happy chrismakkah! (no. i'm NOT jewish.)

ladies and gentlemen, mark this day on your calendars.

this is the first, in the longest time, that i wouldn't be ranting on how insipid or how sucky my holiday is. i know it could've been better but i wouldn't have it any other way.

content. happy. just a few things added to the chaos that is my emotional rollercoaster.

i am not going to elaborate. it's enough that i have let y'all know that, yeah, i am happy and nobody can ever ruin this day for me. NOBODY.


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yeah. cos im cheesy like that. =P

merry christmas to me!

now you're talking!

this is what i wanted for christmas and THANK YOU GOD for giving this to me. i really, really, really hope this is NOT a one time thing. cos if it is, id be extremely, extremely disappointed.

franz, you better get your freakin' phone to work. we need to see each other again before the year ends. or before this week does, at least. last night was fun and i want to have another one just like that. this time, one whole day please? and can we bring along your friend with us again? he's fun. really. hahaha. mmmkay. something doesn't sound right in this paragraph. but yeah, you know what im talking about. <3>


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makin my way downtown
walking fast, faces passed
and im homebound...

girls' day out!

auj, en, sofie, nikai, & moi

26 november 2005

uhm, shut up! please?

what in the?!

you got a voice that could embarrass even william hung or, or, or that vanessa-williams-kin-poser and you still got the nerve to ask me if you could sing?! good thing you couldn't see me. i was literally rolling on the floor laughing my ass off. and goodness! you asked me if you could sing another one.

what've i done to deserve this? what? what? whaaaaaat????

i appreciate the gesture, really. and i know you're tryin' to get into my good side. but please... please... puh-lease don't do it again. NEVER do it again. it was just pure, unadulterated torture. don't do that to me EVER again.


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i am soooo evuhl...